I think I think too much, see again am thinking,but I need to think to function.Its ok how I am..Its totally fine to be jealous and totally human to be bitchy,its totally ok to be hated coz there will always be people who totally love you..and I know there are loads of people who love me and its ok if they don't coz if nobody else loves me then at least I love myself,so its never tht nobody loves me.....I can do whatever i want and however I want coz if am not popular its not the worse thing...if am not the best for others its alright coz am the best for myself...I'll be the best of me everyday as it passes by...Being the best in others life is not important....There are things which could be worse and anyways nobody thinks that others are better than them so you (as in me) is the best!!!...I love myself and that gives me enough to live, I need no other reason. I shall do as my heart desires to every living day of my life and embrace life as it comes.....If others don't want to do what you want it doesn't matter, nobody should to do the same.........In the end ...ITS ALL OKAY.......IT IS NEVER THAT BAD!!!!